ok, I just tried to call h at his office, just wanted to say hi, the line was busy (i assumed he was on the puter, no biggie) don't ya know 2 min later h calls me!!!! I let him know I had just called him too!! i had asked if h got home early enough if he would like to take the kids out somewhere just to get them out...well don't ya know the man who usually can't come up with stuff to do has picked the most touching thing...may seem simple to most but I just want to cry..for the past 5 years at christmas h has gotten the tree by himself (a gift from a garden center as he is a landscaper) his suggestion for what to do with the kids...let's go out tonight and get a tree!!!! I could just melt...I have fond memories of going out with my dad as a kid to pick out the tree and now I get to share that with my children and h..
I also let h know during the conversation that I enjoyed his company last night inspite of my upset..that this has been a difficult week for me with his off sched due to the snow...that i never did like it much and it is a bit harder now due to the sit..but he is doing a very good job at reasurring me and I appreciate it. he was happy to hear that!! LL "floating a bit now"
