I just read your old thread. I know about the feeling about having h followed. I almost did, then thought No way, I don't need/want that. I was feeling so good about us until I talked to my sister and she started putting doubts in my head, and I thought maybe I really am being fooled. I got a grip and told myself that it will all work out eventually. If we are able to mend it, I will thank God everyday that I did not act on impulse and hearsay. If it all goes to H*** , then I hope I am strong enough to deal with it.You are the one in control of you, look back on a month or two ago, how far you have come and do these doubts seem less to you? They are bound to as you piece your m back. Hang in there, you are strong Sue
