Now don't count your chickens before they hatch....let's just hope it continues in this direction. We shall see what time brings.
I told you..no matter what happens I will be fine! I don't need him and feel so releaved that I told him that I am going to move on with my life with or without him. And that I am not going to wait around for him to decide if he loves me or not. Sorry for all of you that did not know that I told him that. This was one of those discussions this weekend. I had mentioned a few days ago that some things had been happening. I still can't go into great details but those 2 things were said during one of our R talks that he brought up. Ben knows all the details but can't elaborate for everyone else at this time. I hope you will forgive me!
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
You would have slapped me because i said ILY to him.
It all still feels like a dream to me!
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
Thanks everyone! I guess lightning can strike in 1 place more than once....H came over and helped me load up the van and the kids to head to North Carolina. I was getting ready to leave so I was telling him goodbye. He held out his arms for a hug. I gave him one and he said "be safe".
I talked to him tonight when I got to NC and after talking for a few I said ILY. He said in a joking tone "yeah i know it." I laughed with him about it. He said "I am sorry. It is just hard right now." This is the first time that he has really said more than just "I know" or "Alright" when I have said those words to him.
I definitely don't want to let my guard down too much. I feel like everytime I do this, something happens to hurt me all over again. I am just going to continue to move forward with my life.
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
