It's strange how you go from one extreme to the other, out of nowhere. I used to be so confident. I have a tattoo on my calf that says "STRENGTH, PRIDE, DISCIPLINE", referring to my straight edge lifestyle. I don't feel like I possess ANY of those traits right now. Part of that is because I drew alot of it from her. I need to learn how to draw it from me, then I'll begin to feel like I can live without her if that's what it comes to.
