But...you seem to be making the best of it. You are empowering yourself. I hope you are proud of all that you are able to accomplish throughout your day!! Enjoy life, because life is phenomenal! Everything you've been through, everything you have come through, was all to prepare you for this moment right now. Imagine what you can do from this day forward with what you now know!
Do what you love and as you commit to your joy, you will attract joyful things to you