Tales from the Crucible: A Long Overdue Update

[Burgbud]

I'm pretty convinced that it's not for me however and I really think a meditation class could fill the void I'm looking to fill.

From Going to Pieces Without Falling Apart:

"In meditation, I had stumbled upon a new way to be with myself. I did not have to make that disturbing feeling of emptiness disappear. I did not have to run away from my emptiness, or cure it, or eradicate it. I had only to see what was actually there. In fact, far from being 'emtpy,' I found that emptiness was a rather 'full' feeling. I discovered that emptiness was the canvas, or background, of my being. I did not understand it, but I was much less afraid. My condition had no name, but I could reach down into it."