Made me smile becasue I found myself draw to buddhism and contemplative practices out of the same sense of a "void". What "I" discovered was that my idea of "void" and "empty" were radically changed by the new ideas and practices. In many contemplative practices there is an attempt to cultivate a "void" or sense of "emptyness" so it is somewhat ironic to fill a "void" with contemplation, cultivation and examination of a "void". Mostly it made me smile because I think you will discover some really wonderfull things and ideas.
NotATLdave sorry about the tread jack but your story remined me of a quote for some reason. There are two tragedies in life. One is to lose your heart's desire. The other is to gain it. George Bernard Shaw