I do! I do want her. I can't express it because if I show too much love or affection, she takes it as a demand that she reciprocate (did I spell that right?). Sometimes I feel I've got so much love and affection bottled up in me that I have to let it out somewhere.
My kids are getting lots of attention these days, as are the cats. :-)
I have been giving my W lots of compliments. I make sure they are all sincere, but she still doubts me at times.
M45, W45,S15, D10, Bomb 10/3/06, Moved back in 11/6/06, finally ILY 9/07 last thread