One other interesting thing she said to me when I asked her why she did this was "I didn't think you loved me as much as you used to." This was said during the first few hours after catching her, so we were both pretty emotional. I did neglect her. I see that now. And what hurts the most is how much she cared about me. She would always bring things home for me, shop for me, THINK of me. I wish i could turn back the clock. I don't want to lose her.