I regret it because it's hurt him but I know it had to come out. He says he does commend my honesty and that it's helped him trust me more.
I haven't had a chance to read all of the MM - he said there were three parts so far that really said what he was feeling.
for me, I didn't feel important, didn't really think H would care, wasn't top priority for him. My mistake was not telling him that instead of seeking the attention elsewhere. I don't know that I sought the attention, but I was receptive to it, whereas I wasn't before....
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
