Just to vent a little more about jealousy, and UA, if you're still reading, maybe it will give a little insight into how your H feels. Maybe.
I practice stop thinking when I think of my Ws A, and the OM. I don't do a great job, but I try. In fact... I'm going to stop this right now, because it will only upset me to start thinking along the lines I was planning. Maybe some other day.
Never mind. :-)
M45, W45,S15, D10, Bomb 10/3/06, Moved back in 11/6/06, finally ILY 9/07 last thread