oh 8 I am sooooooooooo sorry. You're right, kind of chickensh1t to do it in the school parking lot ain't it? Aliens, you just can't predict what they will do next.
You deserve a medal and sainthood for the way you handled things. God to have the detachment to say "I want YOU to be happy" when in reality I KNOW you want to scream "WTF is wrong with you, you moron?!?!?! Do you not see CHILDREN here? Did your brain and common sense suddenly slip vertically down from your head to another portion of your anatomy?"
Oh honey let us pat YOU on the back as you did your wife. God. Do you have a way/place to get the anger/sadness out without infecting your son and giving your wife potential fodder? Kick boxing, rollerderby, asskicking, OM beating, anything? To hurt so much and still be walking upright is so amazing. If I were queen of the universe this would NOT be happening. Breathe man, breathe again and then stop to breathe. After that have a good cry. Your son is so lucky one of his parents is sane.
I have a shovel and I'm not afraid to use it. Stubby
