Hi MJ, and thanks for your input. I don't think I feel jealous of the porn. I have never really felt jealous, I accept that he is going to find other women attractive and understand the stimulation porn provides. I even understand why he uses it, MB means not having to cuddle/chat afterwards or any intimacy at all. I had no problem with this when we had a satisfactory sex life but now and for the past 10 years or so he would rather do this than ML with me. It's difficult to describe how crazy I feel about it right now. I like your idea of the pink ribbon, lol, but I think it would just drive us further apart.
