Journal: W and I went out to a fund raiser dinner Sat. night. A lot of our friends were there and we had a nice time. W was a little stressed because she spent the day getting stuff ready. She gave me the go ahead to party it up, that she'd drive home, so I took her up on it. Had a couple of drinks and started loosening up, had a couple more and started to smile, a couple more and started howling. Well inside anyway. No I did not make a fool of myself; however, I did dance like nobody was watching and I had at least one or two nice married ladies to dance with every dance because their H's were too bored or tired or whatever.
So I just let it loose and had a great time. I danced with one particular mom and we were pretty hot, just very fun. But as soon as our wild dance was over, she threw her arms around me and gave me a very close, very warm hug that seemed to last a long time. Then we parted ways and as the next song started, I looked around to find another victim, I mean partner, and my W was standing right in front of me with a look like "hey, what about me"??? It was perfect timing. So I grabbed her for another nice fun and hot dance.
I was a wild child Saturday night!!! And it felt good! I'm really a very fun guy buried underneath all this responsibility, worry, fear, anxiety, etc. I think it's definately time to let the dogs out!!!
God Bless,
COG
PS Yes you can be fun and wild and still love Jesus.
I'm really a very fun guy buried underneath all this responsibility, worry, fear, anxiety, etc. I think it's definately time to let the dogs out!!! 
