Life has settled into a quiet pattern here at Aud's house:
Aud gets up, exercises, takes care of kids, runs errands, fits in some work projects, throws in a bit of study time here and there, tries to implement the practice of new communication skills into all of the above, cooks, cleans, talks out loud to herself when thoughts are headed in depressing directions. She finds something else to do or think when she starts feeling sad that she doesn't have a real husband right now.
H calls or drops in when he feels like it. A minute with the kids, eat some supper, park on the couch for a bit of vegging, see ya later.
Positive: H postponed his work trip to OW's city for another three weeks or so. He does call or drop in about once a day.
I'm happy...in myself. Just trying to stay focused on what I truly want for my R. This is not it.
