Weekend was very quite as H was working and was asleep rest of time! He hasn't kissed me since THE kiss on Friday and I can feel myself getting panicky about it and want to ask him about it. Last night though he did the sweetest thing - he ran me a bath and lit candles everywhere and put S to bed while I relaxed in the bath!!! He said everything was good and getting better and that giving each other treats like that was how it should be. Then this morning S apparently woke up when H came in from his shift at 7am and he took him downstairs and dressed him and gave him breakfast and tidied the kitchen so I could lie in. I wondered what was happening when I got up and noone else was in bed!
So all the above things are good signs I know and were wonderful. What I wonder is if this one kiss a week kind of thing is how H wants it to be when we are properly together or if it is just during this interim period of him sorting out his head. I'm trying really hard not to ask questions so I'll ask it here - not that anyone knows what is in his head but you might have a take on it. It just freaks me out that he kisses me like that and it doesn't make him want more or want to do it again like it does me.
