Thank you for your kind words Jenny, I have been thinking/concerned about you since you started this thread. I am sending good thoughts your way. Thoughts of peace, safety, and security.
I am very drunk. My stallion/protector, the corollary of your cow and my lion is wanting to see you safe, secure, and protected. I don't see much room for a monkey or rabbit character right now.
Warm hand, Warm breast, Warm heart. I have always seen this in you, so how about extending those traits to yourself.
I don't see getting very drunk as something I would want for a cyber friend. A few drinks, OK.
Please take care of yourself Jenny and don't throw logic out the window. I can imaging some of what you are going through.
she took the word slut and applied it to herself You aren't a slut anymore than I am a dirty old man, for wanting your H to be physically attracted to you.