I have just read your thread all the way through. You are in pain and you are angry. You are lashing out at those who are trying to help.
We've all been there. Some of us have been around here for 3 or 4 years and some have made tremendous progress. Pretty much everyone that has pitched in a comment on this thread is an old hand, very experienced and they DO know what they are talking about.
There is much to learn here if you're willing to listen. And despite your belligerent comments the people here are STILL willing to help you out. This help will be painful, it will hurt and you will react often with anger. When you feel that anger look inside yourself and ask yourself why. Read back over what you have posted/what they have posted. Let it sit for a while before you respond.
Cobra in particular can handle whatever crap you throw at him, can you handle what he throws at you? And I don't mean can you fight back.
Fran
if we can be sufficient to ourselves, we need fear no entangling webs Erica Jong
