GGB, I also meant how the panic feels. You might find this interesting.

Also here.

This one's even more explicit, and less literate. ;\) There's a heck of an avatar on this board... my guess is it wouldn't fly here.

Ignore most of what's on this page , but scroll down to the poster called "Elder Velvet." He quotes a very long (2,000+ words) article all about female ejaculation-- this article covers the waterfront (as it were).