What would that look like to BB. What would that look like to our friends/family. Part of the conversation was about what might happen. How to know my limits. Know what not to do and when to stop before any thing really happened along the lines of looking like I was having so called "female friends".
Lou, I think YOU'RE thinking about this way too much. The way to find out what happens is to do it. Part of the reason for doing it is to get BB's attention, but as we all know, you cannot MAKE her do anything, feel anything, come to any conclusions.
A bigger part of the reason is to shake YOU up. To let you see a different side of yourself. To let you have some fun and experience yourself as someone who can do a simple, harmless thing with out creating a major federal case out of how BB "might" react.
One of you has to change, to do something different. It's not going to be her.
