Not a terribly eventful day, but an interesting one. I don't often have much to post here, but two things did happen today.
First, our MC called me today to say she wanted to meet with me regarding "where [my WAW] is at" and to schedule two following appointments for joint sessions. I literally haven't seen my WAW in over two months and, to be honest, it feels a little strange. You'd think I'd be more excited, but I'm not. My WAW represents such awful pain and betrayal that I really don't even want to be in her presence. But, of course, I'll go.
I can't say I'm on pins and needles, but I am curious as to what will transpire. I haven't had any statement from my WAW or anyone else as to "where she is at" so it will be the first glance into her head I've had in a very long time. The fact that she has apparently continued IC and wants to do JC again after a two-month hiatus could be a baby step forward. But it may also be meaningless.
And, for those to whom I always seem to be preaching about expectations, that's the point. I could analyze this to death, but I'm choosing not to. I don't know what it means and have no real hope of figuring it out. So, I'm just going to wait and see what transpires and, as I said, I have no doubt it'll be interesting.
Second, my WAW left me a small gift for my upcoming birthday. This is not unusual (she's left something for me on two prior occassions) so that's not why I mention it. What I found interesting was the message inside the card. She wrote, "I'm thinking of you and am hoping for the best for us." I'm not attaching any particular significance to it, but I do find the choice of "the best for us" curious. It wasn't "the best for you", or "the best for each of us", or "the best for you and me". I believe it's the first time in months she's used the term "us" in any communication.
Well, that's about it. Like I said, not really much to report, just another bend in the long and winding road.
