It's time to pull out of the rut

[brueniap]

Thank you Valentine and thank you Sue. I love the hugs and I need the hugs.

Since I posted this morning I have felt that I needed to begin facing my finances head on. At least it made me feel better to see I've done more than I thot in paying back a loan for paying off the IRS for 2005 taxes. That's a tough one for me and I admit I'm trying to look at it with love. The taxes owed came from H's business - not mine - mine went in the hole as it has the last several years. After making payments to the IRS (talking about a strangling organization) we borrowed the money from our church "with no strings attached" to pay it off.

guess who's paying it off? Not my H.

ok.....done there with that. Gonna face this stuff and figure it out if it kills me. And I will be so much stronger for it in the end. Now I actually mean that - even tho there is just the tiniest snotty tone in my voice........I do know that I will be so proud of me as my balances dwindle down - even if I do it 1 dollar at a time. It all counts.

brue