Well, I am happy go lucky today. I think it scares her because she doesn't know how to react. I will just keep being myself, and doing the same things I have been doing. I would like to ask her all the time if she wants to work on it. But I know I can't. I think thats my hardest fought battle now. I just need to keep quiet and cross my fingers and pray. I really feel GOD is on my side right now. I need him the most to give me strength to hold on. I need him to give her guidence back to me. I just want this to end, but patience is a virtue.
M-31 W-25 S-1 1/2 bomb dropped 9-01-06,and repeating over and over "I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be." Groucho Marx.
