He cannot get over the OW help us...

[Heartbroken]

I did finally call him back and then he does not answered. He called again and I missed it. So I called again to tell him I have prepped our S(9)'s teacher of H moving out. She was understanding. I told H is was hard to tell her this - I hate that we have gone down this path and it just brings the tears out (though I have not cried to him in 4 days and I will not let him see me down).

I did ask why he was calling so much? I said he can call if he wants to talk but to not call me out of 'obligation'. He talks to her every morning and I asked if he felt he had to call me too. I then asked for him to have the kids 3/17 so I can go out with friends and he said he will take them whenever and I slipped and brought up the Ow and what about her plans with him??? God help me to just let it go!!!!

Walkin' the talk is so hard!

Theoden - did you see the note I gave him yesterday (previous post) any comments? Thanks for all your help! I feel stronger when I don't talk with him but am I just pushing him away?