Theoden, you have a knack for telling me exactly what I need. I thought long and hard and I know that wearing my ring keeps me connected to him. I feel somewhat whole with it on. Dating is for singles and I am MARRIED! I keep reminding myself that it will be a long road and I am trying to focus on the things that I want. I have made a small list to start...

1. Take an Adobe Element class (late March)
2. Gun safety Class (it's okay we already owned guns and I have no intention of hurting myself or anyone else for that matter. I have always enjoyed going to the range, but counted on him to clean and take care of things after. I need to figure it out for myself
3. Weekend away (March 2-4) A girfriend invited me and I just booked my ticket.
4. Remind myself daily that it's a slow process but worth it!

I would love any recommendation for a pro Marriage group/church in the Bay Area.

Thank you & Everyone for your friendship and honesty


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