Oh how I wish I would of read these last night. I called her to ask about our taxes. She was with him and I freaked out. I didn't say anything, but that it hurts. She didn't like that and I apologized to her. I was ready to call it quits last night but mustered up the strength to throw away the note I left telling her I was done. I needed you guys to help me and you have. I knew I could count on you. I will go on living my life the way it was, before my emotions got the best of me. I read the chapter twice about infidelity, and I also printed out some quotes from this site. I will stay strong, because I know GOD is on my side. He will give me the strengths of a thousand men to pull me through this. You guys are the best thing I have going for me, you help me keep my head. I cried myself to sleep last night. I have never done that before, this is how painful it has become. You really helped me today, I have the strength to keep fighting, when a few hours ago I was ready to file. Again my emotions were talking. He is using her and I know that. She knows it and we talked about it. I just hate to see her so addicted to him.
I THANK YOU ALL!
M-31 W-25 S-1 1/2 bomb dropped 9-01-06,and repeating over and over "I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be." Groucho Marx.
