Thanks for giving your opinion on what H said I'm so down at the moment I need other people to make me see what is there.
I'm the same as you on the friends thing. I'm friendly with people I know like at mother and toddler group etc but don't have any close friends.
Your S says such lovely things to you. It is nice he notices what you are doing to save your family and your M. You are sure teaching him some great life skills.
You're right I am not a quiter I think I've just lost my way a bit at the moment - this DBg stuff takes it out of you after all this time!