Take a few sleeping pills and knock out for bed. You can't think of the sitch when you're knocked out!
I feel for your sitch too man! It must be really hard, but read back a few posts and do what the others have said. You're doing good by not letting her see you are hurt. It doesn't really help. She needs someone to lean on and talk to, especially now. Listen and look to her needs/actions and be there for her. Understand her side of what's she's going through. But just be there for her when she needs you.
~Sol
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Single Dad, and luvin it! ~ Happiness is a state of mind ~
