I can't imagine him having those feelings but I guess in the world his mind is, I'm not his favorite person. I can agree with the crying like a wounded animal. My dog outside our window cried with me yesterday. He could hear me and I guess he knew that something was wrong.
I have great girfriends who are supporting me but they are not sure I should be holding on anymore. The call him names and just want to see me happy. I've stopped sharing with them because I don't need their pressure to move on. I use this site as an outlet and advice. Sure they let me cry, but I can see how hurt they are with him.
I joined a divorce/separartion group and they meet in a few weeks. I'm not sure about it because I want to try and surround myself with por-marriage individuals but right now, there is no one???