Thanks, I needed someone. I know she needs to grieve, and I told her I was here for her. She left today and is not coming home tonight(probably). I don't suspect she will be going over there, but I still will think of it. It feels as if someone has ripped out my heart and danced a jig on it. I hate when she tells me there is a part of her that wants to be with me. I just want to tell her to listen to that part and get over the other part. She is driving me nuts, but I don't let her see that. I am down and no matter what I do won't change it. I need someone to vent on, I can't wait for the coach tomarrow. I want to go home and sleep so I quit thinking about it. Depression sucks.
M-31 W-25 S-1 1/2 bomb dropped 9-01-06,and repeating over and over "I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be." Groucho Marx.
