BI,

Praise God about your deliverance from death.

Hang on....

Back to your marriage...

Let's look at at the problems you DON'T have.

Your main problem....

IS NOT that your husband is having an affair. That's repented of.

IS NOT that your husband is leaving you. He's at home. He ain't going nowhere.

IS NOT that your husband is punting his faith in Christ. He's a man of faith.

IS NOT that your husband is a moral relativist. He loves truth.

IS NOT that your husband is having a MLC. Doesn't look like mid-life issues.

Right now, it seems your main problem is your huband's deep depression. He doesn't see hope or grace for his own life.

Praise God! Jesus LOVES to wake up depressed people wih a blast of his love.

Maybe pray for those things. He needs encouragement, grace and hope. Believe me, it seems like your husband's heart is in the right place, but he's clinically, and perhaps, structually depressed.

--Thedoen