Does he care? Right now, no. In fact, he would be relieved if you died in a car accident. Sorry, but that's probably true. Then, in a couple of months from now, you might feel relieved if he died in a car accident. And guess what? If this works out between the two of you, those feelings will change.
It hurts like hell, honey.
I'm so sorry you are going through this.
If you are crying you are human. It's OK to be shattered, sad, and, eventually fighting mad.
Scream if you have to....
Thank God you can still FEEL, even if it's pain. It means you can also feel passion and love.
I've cried so hard I sounded like wounded animal.
Any friends? Any woman near you who can be your cry buddy?
If you really have no one, I humbly suggest you find a good church in your area. Don't go through this alone.
