Hi TL, You were definitely missed. I am sorry that you feel that you are settling and just plugging along. You know, life is what you make of it. I saw many little positives in your post. You need to have an attitude of gratitude. Yes, your W hurt you. Forgive her, forgive yourself and let it go. Realize that only good things can now come your way. If you cannot let go of the past, you have no room in your heart for the future.
Treat everyone in your life with unconditional love. Wish for health, wealth and properity. Just be happy; live in your bliss. You have the power to make your relationship the way you want it to be. Take risks, be crazy.
On a side note, a lot of people here can use your wisdom. If you can, check out Sol in Piecing. Thank you so much for coming back and sharing your story with us. Take care, Mama
