Ahhhh! I hate the pulling back thing that H does when things are going really well. Why can't somethings just be positive and grow from MORE positive interactions? This is definitely the HARDEST thing I have ever done in my life!
The past few weeks have been wonderful. H has called everyday and even invited me out to dinner unexpectedly on Sunday (making it 2 nights last week). Last night we talked for over an hour on the phone about nothing specific but we made each other laugh a lot. Today he has gone pretty dim on me. Luckily I was busy and did not really notice until I realized that H did not call me when he got out of work today. He has spoiled me with these calls after work calls for over 2 weeks now and just quits, what is that about?!?!
I am not in tears like I usually am over something like this but my mind is still wondering what he is doing. Thinking positive worked for about the first hour and now I am getting anxious. This cold is screwing up my thoughts and I need a nap.
