Who am I? I am a beloved daughter of God. I am intelligent and strong and creative and loving. I am beautiful and energetic. I am goal-oriented and successful, continually learning and growing and refining. I am the mother of three beautiful children. Who I am makes me interesting and unique.
What am I doing to open my heart? This. This entire sitch has opened me dramatically. I am currently reaching and stretching and devoting all my energy to healing my R. I think I need to shift that focus more to myself now. Work on my relationship with God, on my relationship with my children, on my relationship with myself.
What am I doing to increase my wisdom, attractiveness and personal power? I have devoted a lot of time to studying. I just finished a book about communicating with kids (which applies to H as well), and am making conscious daily effort to improve those skills. I am exercising six days a week, have dropped three sizes, feel confident about my appearance and look pretty darn hot, if I do say so myself. I am watching for the ways I show neediness and weeding them out one by one. I am seeing a counselor with the purpose of identifying and changing the ways in which I permit myself to be manipulated. I have devoted much thought to what I truly want in life, and have come up with several affirmations that have deep power in my life. I believe that as I focus more on these things, I will attract more of the same.
What am I doing to have fun? I am trying to make more one-on-one time with each of my little ones. I am reading a light-hearted novel. I had a consultation today with an interior-decorator to help me get some direction on decorating projects I want to get going on. (And it felt GREAT to have her tell me I have a great eye for color!) I think I'm going to plan a trip to somewhere tropical with one of my best friends for this spring. I think I may request one evening per week for my H to stay with the kids so I can get out on my own.
LIFE is my call to adventure. I need only to answer the call, and I'll have all the opportunity I need.
