Just another quick thought - in Jan I realised that our living room was bringing back awful memories (of me sitting there wondering and him not saying a word). I can't move house, didn't have time to decorate but went out and bought a few new cushions, a throw and a lampshade, chaging the colour scheme of the room and moved the furniture about a bit. It helped a lot and I felt a lot better. Is there anything you could move about in your house? Sometimes just seeing rooms being a little different can help.
Bomb (ILYBINILWY, don't want to be married)Sept05 Seperated Sept/Oct 05 Oct 06 - H recomitted July 11 - I am now a WAW.