OB I just finished reading your thread. I was there one year ago. I know how you much it hurts. It is a physical pain. I missed many days of work because I couldn't function, I cried I pleaded I begged I did a lot of other things that I am not proud of....BUT I SURVIVED! And so will you. Here I am one year out and I am ok. I will not lie it still hurts but not as much. I still cry, but not as much. Sometimes the tears come for just a few seconds and then I am fine. I have no secrets but it takes time. You need to take care of you. Yes I know that's what everyone says but it is true. Be a strong person. Get legal advise, just in case, do something different, change your hair anything that makes you feel good. (I bought new sheets for my bed after he left.) Remember you deserve to be treated with love and respect so act that way. Good Luck!
Me 45 H 51 married 15 yrs D 13, S's 10,8 bomb 1-06, moved out 3-06 filed for D, 7-06,10-06,11-06,12-06 3-07, asked to try again 6-07 D on hold D process restarted 10-07 now trying to reconcile!
