I don't want it to seem like I'm not really grateful for the opportunity to at least communicate with H. Make no mistake, I am THRILLED!!!! But I need a plan. I've been in this way too long operating on emotion and apparently jerking everybody around with me. I've got to stop that. I've got to be true to myself even if it hurts. I need NOPS to help me with a plan, a plan I can stick to when my emotions are taking me off track.
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."