So, so sorry to see you here. It's a trying period in your life you have embarked on, yet here you may find the strength and companionship to help you struggle on.
Your husband's decision to check out of his old life is one that may put you into a tail spin. I hope not, but if so, we shall attempt to pick you up, brush you off, and start you back on your way again.
Take care of yourself, sleep, eat, rest, relax, all as much as possible. You deserve it.