hi, everyone...guess i will be changing my "name"...i am no longer "waiting patiently". in fact, i am no longer waiting at all. after finding out my h has been living w/ another woman for months & lying about it and then having him go back to her after supposedly trying to come home...i have decided it is time to just let him go. there is really nothing left to hold onto. he has hurt me in so many ways and for so long that i no longer have the energy nor the desire to even try any more. i have had a chance to see what life has to offer me and i have found that i can get along w/out him. as i said once before....he is no longer a need....he WAS a want and now he is no longer that. it's funny how distorted love can become when one is emotionally abused by a spouse for many, many years. and, looking back i can see so clearly what others tried for so long to tell me. i deserve so much better than what he gave me and i will have it. i know letting go will be difficult in many ways; but, it is what is best for me & my children. please know i am not sad...i am so looking forward to better & brighter things.
thank you all for your support these past several months. deb
