Hey, I'm sorry I haven't posted for such a long time. This new format is driving me bonkers and I've been having a terrible time trying to find any of the threads I had bookmarked. I feel like I've lost track of all my friends.
Things are fine in Iowa. It's that odd time of year that is winter with a hint of spring -- everything is gray and cold and damp and dreary. Still occasionally getting some snow, but things are warming up a bit. Yet, it's still not green and sunny, either.
I've had a lot going on at work and with school and at church and other activities, plus of course my R with SO, who is still the most wonderful ! We are still counting down the months. No proposal yet, but he assures me he's working on it. Yes, sometimes that makes me crazy, and creates a sense of angst because there is a sense of lack of control. But I just keep living my life, day after day, as best I can, for me. If it happens, it happens. If it doesn't, it doesn't.
Now that I think I know how to figure the website out, I'll bbs to start a new thread.
! We are still counting down the months. No proposal yet, but he assures me he's working on it. 
Yes, sometimes that makes me crazy, and creates a sense of angst because there is a sense of lack of control. But I just keep living my life, day after day, as best I can, for me. If it happens, it happens. If it doesn't, it doesn't. 
