What I find is how topsy-turvy the whole world feels. I look at people and wonder, "Are you FOR my marriage or AGAINST it?". It feels like promises don't matter, that everything is relative that nothing is solid.
It's, in my opinion, one of the most significant encroachments of broken-ness, evil and darkness into our lives. It doesn't seem random -- it appears willfull and unconcerned with our welfare. It's betrayal. It's maddening. In most operas, it leads to some tragic triple murder.
You will make it for you, OB. You will be the emotional, spiritual and physical equivalent of the bionic woman: better, stronger, faster. ;-) I'm dating myself, here.
And, as a better, stronger, faster, sexy, charming amazing woman, you will be happy -- with or without him.
And, there's a very good chance, maybe even better than 50/50 that he'll turn around and go crazy over you. And guess what? You get to choose! Won;t that be delicious?
