It's such a fine line. Be patient and focus on what is good in my R, all the while wondering: how long to wait, what to do, what not to do. So many days I feel like a high-spirited thoroughbred, chomping at my bit and nervously sidestepping here and there in my trot to the starting gate, wanting to break free and just RUN, but knowing that God has the reins, and I have to calm down and trust Him. He knows where my life is going, and what I need to get there.