As for the amount of kids, I love them and we actually talked about having an even dozen!! I had easy pregnancies and deliveries. I had 3 miscarriages over the years and my last pregnancy I was carrying identical twin boys and we lost one. In some ways life was pretty idealic for a while. I homeschooled, we had ducks and chickens, I had my vegetable garden and my catering business it was pretty good. The "plan" was to raise them together I had no idea that I would end up a single Mom.
It all kinda threw me for a loop.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
