D@mn Rob....God I hate it when people talk logic. I'm just *saying* that he could have handled the whole thing a lot better (in my mind). I guess I want him to feel like sh!t, but not really. I want him to have perspective. I want to be out of this stupid hell I'm in where I'm jealous that he's all comfy in our R and I'm still walking on eggshells. Still waiting for him to flake, to be the alien. Does that make sense?

Julie: my email is sdfoundgirl@yahoo.com. I'd definitely be up for meeting up for dinner/drinks if y'all were around. I know Shoe is out here somewhere, but I'm not exactly sure where....

I need to switch my iTunes song...Crowded House's "Better Be Home Soon" is playing. It was such an anthym for me this summer as I grew in self-confidence. Still is to a point....

Anyway, it makes me dwell. I need not to dwell...

SD

Me: 40
H: 43
H had EA from 2/06-9/06
Bomb 5/06
Piecing since 9/2006
3/2008: Boundary setting
7/2009: Boundary crossing~dropped my own bomb.
8/2010: Marriage finally on track!