I have not posted much over the last few months because I simply didn't have the energy. From October to the end of January, my H was very much in our lives again, and emotionally after dealing with him, I was just too drained to come here. I feel like I have been holding my breath waiting for the other shoe to drop.
I have kept up reading though. I have been meaning to post to you for a long time. I am so proud of how strong you have become.
I should really go back and fill in the blanks of the last few months. My H really seemed to make progress for a while. He does still need to work on himself, something he should have been doing during these last few months. The OW had such a hold over him, not only couldn't he work on us, he couldn't work on himself. Everything he did, he did with the fear that she wouldn't take him back.
He started seeing a counselor in November, and went on AD's. I am hoping he will keep up with it. I will give him the time and space that he needs, I have nothing to lose at this point.
