This is not the end....you yourself stated that you don't have to do anything for 2 years....So what if he says he is done, doesn't want to be married to you anymore....ever....my H said the same thing....and within 2 years was home making it work!!!
2 years gives you a lot of time....I would also recommend not initiating conversation....if and when he does then be polite and to the point....if he asks again for a D....just state that you don't want one....that your focus is the FAMILY and right now you are not ready to let it all go in the toilet. He can do what he wants but you are staying right where you are until YOU are ready to do something different!
Lies are something that he will use for now...I know it seems impossible to trust again after such devistation.....but it is....I know because I am beginning to feel that trust return... I think it is in part because I never really lost the love I had for my husband....he is not exactly the same man I married but he is a much better man then he was in his MLC....and I am learning to feel comfortable with him...
