Quite frankly 8, I don't know what to think anymore. I don't want to get detached but sometimes I think that is the only way I can survive and I am sure you understand

You said you "are worried" - one of my BIG problems too. I worry too much, about me, H, everyone around me - worry, worry, worry. I have to get rid of that because its destroying me. Its just I have been responsible for so much from such a young age. I was taking care of my younger brothers and sister from the time I was about 7 or 8 so I don't know what its like not to have responsibility. Its tough letting go when you don't know how to

Heywyre

M - 57
H - 65
1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02
2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06
together 21 years
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Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)