Still in the fight

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Hey;
I understand that "normal" no longer exists. It is just so damn frustrating to watch her do all these things that a few short months ago she herself would have been totally against.

I am worried, because she does not seem to have any lack of clarity. She seems very sure of what she wants, and what she is doing. I guess I would be more comfortable is she seemed confused or in a fog. She is full steam ahead, but then again she has not filed or moved out.

Thanks for checking in, you sound like patience is at a low ebb, I hope you are able to regain it. I know what you are saying though, some of this gets easier as you go along-detachment, but then other things become harder. The longer this goes on the more patience I seem to loose.

Its like there is a tank that stores all the hate, pain, emptiness, and regret, and as that tank fills, the one that holds all my patience and understanding empties.