You never know what can happen. Don't change anything you don't feel comfortable with. Do what will make you happy right now. You are under no pressure at all. It does seem impossible right now; I know it. I never thought I could do all the things I ended up having to do in the past 18 mo. but somehow I did them. You can do this. Cry and let it out because that will help. You have to let the pain out. In doing so, you will find yourself stronger every day. keep posting...
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
